fuck.

look i don't want to like you as a friend
but i have to
because you're so cute

but i don't want to like you... because i'm not done being mad.
BUT THE THING IS i have no right to be mad
you didn't do anything...except stay in my heart for way too long.
effing eff i don't want to feel like this anymore

i just
fuck.

steak sauce

i hate blogging because i can never think of what to say.

kay well

i don't really remember writing that last post...so ignore that
BUT RIGHT NOW
I AM WRITING GOODBYE LETTERS
AND STRUGGLING BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY...AWKS


i had best be getting back to that one
adieu

home time soon
ready to collapse
and smile and wear my big jumpers and sleep in the sun
because it doesn't rain at home

and it's 12:11 anad i need some sleep
and i don't know what's going on

all i know is tha24t i love you

i'm an old fashioned girl

i like vintage stuff and being indie

calm your noodle

and shut up.

what the frick

i miss you all so much it hurts
i am so jealous it hurts

i'm the luckiest girl in the universe

my friends are the greatest. never in my life will i be able to find people this great. i just need them to know how much i love them and will love them forever. oh wow i'm speechless.

i want to go home

this post was originally going to be like
i hate fighting. everyone get along blahblahblah

but then you went and said that and i cried harder than i knew i could and realised how easily things could repeat themselves. why do i feel so hurt?

this is fucking stupid.

get out of my head while i'm trying to move on.