ohana

i woke up to the sound of half my life leaving
and i couldn't get back to sleep
it was then i realised everything was to be the same
and sleep is more important.
not more important than you,
just more important than you leaving me

i have to try harder in maths class
because you can no longer help me at home
and i have to try my best in vis com
because i know it will make you proud
and i need to but don't want to try harder at home
because someone has to help fill the shell that you're leaving behind

they said it was harder on you than me
and i can't correct them because i'm not sure
but at the moment it feels as if it's impossible
so i'm sorry about that one.

please stop pushing me
there's always so much to do everywhere
and i've reached a point where doing so much is bringing me down
and i'm able to do even less
that's not what you want.

just give ma a break and give me some freedom
because i swear i'm just going to vomit on your faces.
and that's the nicest way i can put it right now

because today i decided my entire future

*one person

i'm bored of the other for tonight

i hate people

except for two. i like two people.

http://chineseteahouse.tumblr.com/

my favourite days

• 14th february
• 11th december
• 4th may
• 25th december

it's a funny feeling

being in this standstill

my shoes make me appear taller

day number 1 extremely successful

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou

Cold water for a straight jacket case

Just role the cameras and I swear I'll be ok

Now 3, 2, 1, this is daily news and breaking

By a show of hands, who else in here is faking?

acquisition

happiness - the weepies
it'll hopefully make you shut the fuck up and realise what's important.

"it's not simply people splitting into opinionated sectors, it's insanity becoming contagious"

bang bang shoot shoot

when i hold you in my arms

and i feel my finger on your trigger

i know nobody can do me no harm

because happiness is a warm gun

frani is my life

fecking feck

so impossibly angry at myself.

i don't actually deserve.. anything.

simply

pathetic

wrap your arms around me until your knuckles are burning white

yeah

jusque

aids will be one of my largest hates always. this is because freddy mercury is one of my largest loves.

people are just the best, aren't they?

you are the most annoying kid to ever exist and i hate you times a hundred...

it's funny because i'm kidding and you're super cool... sometimes... or something

and you earned that dollar D:

the piano is why i like the cab

the cab is why i want to be in a band

out of key

lions make you brave. giants give you faith. death is a charade.you don’t have to feel safe to feel

in case you want to be cool like me:

lions - the lights

australia - the shins

we stopped checking for monsters under our beds, when we realized they were inside of us

hot tears

i feel positively sick.

inhabitants

why this thought
suddenly came
into my head,
i'm actually not
sure. i really
don't like it. and
i hope it'll either
pass or result
in me being
happier.


also why was
everything funny
today? that was
strange.


out of control
- capital lights

addicted to milk

my hand hurts.... and so does my wall

i've come to the conclusion that this is just a sick way of proving that they can still enforce rules even if they're separating

i will never get sick of this

afterthought

i also love the little mermaid

devastation

today i had the worst realisation of my life

it suddenly occurred to me that no matter what, it's not possible to ever experience nine o'clock in the afternoon.
nine in the afternoon - panic! at the disco

JT

PDA - interpol

i'm in a really old place at the moment

very how you say 'delicate'

this is all surreal.

it's the best

send me on my way - rusted root

31

because soon i'll be gone and you'll forget.

because i used to love things easily











because i don't like who i see in the mirror





because soon everything will be good again and i know it

through glass - stone sour

some things don't have words

you seem to be quite awesome the majority of the time. you also own a 64 which earns you lots of points. however, you are too tall for my liking

relationships are more confusing than i remember them being. why am i so awful at this stuff?

people are not really so bad. i wish i knew more of them though, and i will soon :)

real world - the all american rejects

hey so yeah

inexplicably happy and ready for a new beginning

not that i don't like what i'm leaving behind

but you know.

my inspiration is back

come fly with me

i really do miss you

benny and the jets - elton john

adventure desk

the processing speed of a segway's motor is 20 times faster than the human brain .

hallelujia (2010 version) - kd lang

sour milk

constant disappointment and longing

talk to me.

i will - the beatles

call me crazy

• hugs that go for more than seven seconds
• missing someone so badly it hurts
• smiling eye contact with perfect strangers

walk you home (this day) - horrorshow

buddies

sometimes i love you kids

but the absence of a few people made me sad

come home missus. even though i won't be there.

i'm so happy

simply because i love love.

sometimes - chipmunk

something else i love

brad pitt in thelma and louise
like, fwoar.

quick and to the pointless - queens of the stoneage

you stopped the blood and made my head soft

loves:

1. my family


2. my coat that i haven't bought yet


3. who i'm going to be after the holidays

sewn - the feeling

today's the day the teddy bears have their picnic

we are birds - brighten