ten things you shouldn't know

1. i make lists because sometimes i need to force myself into a reality check


2. i hate how i look when i smile but i never hide it because i live in fear of being that girl


3. i write out the things i want to say to people on my phone and save it as a draft. then i delete it because i feel guilty for being two-faced


4. i hate being alone in anyway


5. i get angry openly about stupid things but bottle up the things that actually matter


6. i trust people way too easily but i don't really feel like changing that


7. i wake up every day and promise myself this will be a new start but at the end of the day i realise that i didn't change at all


8. i don't believe i deserve most of what i get


9. i say my favourite colour is yellow but it's actually green


10. i made this list dramatic entirely by accident and am now wondering if i should delete it

stationary - anberlin