hi

i care what people think

and i voice it

hi

i don't know what i'm doing most of the time

and i hate it

i don't like how i am or how i look

all of the time

and i hate it

i feel myself using people or lying occasionally and i just despise it

i hate that i can't think of things to say

and i can't motivate myself to do anything

and i hate

that i'm complaining right now

because it's all i ever do

but whatever

life can suck me

i'm tired.